Hi CCL, thanks for your response again.

I have done all of my convincing. He actually wants the time apart to see if he truly loves me enough to be with me forever. You are correct, he is of Indian origin but he's from Pakistan instead. He grew up in Pakistan up until he's 19 years old so he's very torn with what he really wants.

Thank you for your kind words. Yes, I know that the world is just an illusion and impermanence. I try to let things go and adjust my feeling accordingly. However, it is very hard for me to believe that something that is so good cannot come to fruition. Please go to sleep and have a great day tomorrow. Warm regards.