Thank you RIch beggar for your kind help! Your comments here are insightful and inspire me very much. Yeah, clear and clean, are what i need in the present. I am too confused to what happened in this past year and too confused about my future. I hope to know where I should go. You know, I lack of an aim. I know what I should do in my work but if without a person I love, I lose the strength to do. I know I should live well for my parents. But I want to live with who I love too. I hope to have a family and kids. Most time I waste by just sighing why I have to taste the loneliness.

Your words give me some strength. This summer, will come soon. Yes, I need to do my best.

Thank you again!