I ask for my marriage. I am applying ofor divorce now. I was married 4 years ago. and he asked for divorce one year ago. and now I am applying for divorce, because I did not love him anymore. I feel very confused and I hope to know what is my future. I am 33 years old lah. I hope to have kids. I love kids. But when will I be married again? With whom?

thanks. meanwhile, I use the letter: 光 to ask you predict.

I am sorry that i forget to write down my personal information:
birthday: western calender: 1970/October/7th, 13:15pm

it is a big problem about your asking!!

as Rich Beggar imaging:

your name is the first point attracting me~
Skyheart in chinese word are: "天心"
the spirit of "天心" is "清明(clean and clear)".....
without clear and clean, the light will not bright in the sky!!
and i think they are the necessaries you need now!!

the second point attracting me is the time you ask~
in cabala and old testment, sunday is the time that light appeard.
it means the hope will come after paid and pains.
usually, the light time have to over 30 years old...

in the else...光(light)
looks like the top of "迷" and the bottom of "完"
it means you are still confused of love but limit your mind to access love!!
i don't think it is right or good to you!!
even the greatest light cannot light every place, the less light in mind can light yourself!!
the blue bird of bliss can't be catched from outside!!
make yourself be happy, and the opportunities will come soon!!
Rich Beggar guessing the time is nearly this summer...

looking one who love you and you love...
Rich Beggar think the one is a clear & clean gentleman~

hohoho...
make yourself be the best, and
the others will do the best!!

Best regard~


\\Rich Beggar\^花爵百鍊生~^^

Thank you RIch beggar for your kind help! Your comments here are insightful and inspire me very much. Yeah, clear and clean, are what i need in the present. I am too confused to what happened in this past year and too confused about my future. I hope to know where I should go. You know, I lack of an aim. I know what I should do in my work but if without a person I love, I lose the strength to do. I know I should live well for my parents. But I want to live with who I love too. I hope to have a family and kids. Most time I waste by just sighing why I have to taste the loneliness.

Your words give me some strength. This summer, will come soon. Yes, I need to do my best.

Thank you again!

so glad that my words are helpful for you!!
there are many people here, which are good and enthusiastic friends!!
everytime your are loneliness...come here,
to see the comedy, comeliness, or cometic happening.
maybe, you can
find the life you want, and make it make it comes true!!

if you unable to type chinese characters...
next time, you can use english words for divining!!

Rich Beggar's motto: Do the best! Be the best!! To the best!!!

best regard,


\\Rich Beggar\^花爵百鍊生..^^

Hi, dear Rich beggar, you are so nice to encourage me:) I do find here is a warm and exciting place that I find many excellent persons here. You read so many books and seems to have a peaceful heart.

I will come here as often as possible to meet friends like you. take care

skyheart