Hi Everyone:

I've been in New Zealand for about a month,and I didn't do much things except the English class I had each week.I only have 6 hours tutor each week,and I spend most of the time studying or hanging around in the town.I'm looking for some part time job now,and I get 2 replies so far.One is in a backpacker,the job includes making the beds,some cleaning etc.I'll say it's a easy job,but I may get quite bored as I only need to work 3 or 4 hours per day.Another job is a Tibetan Buddhist Guest house,and the job includes maintaining the large gardens,some housing work etc.
But I have to admit I'm feeling a bit faint-headed nowI think ,I need some confidence or a companion.What shall I do??? I don't want to go back home just like that,and my friend Celina will definitly ask what I've been doing in New Zealand,and I really don't want to answer "Nothing " actually. Oh~I start to loath myself.....I'm really suck...............-_-

Any sugesstion will be nice.