You have had a imagine for your Mr.Right in your heart. You are trying to take the imagine to check your boyfriend ( we call " comparison " ). Day after day, you think that he cannot match your request or imagine. You start to think " give-up". You intend to seek your imagine.
But! you can take the imagine off first and then seriously consider whether he can match with you or not?
The answer should be " perfect ". ( That is from " gua ")
If your answer is not, that is you didn't think seriously or didn't give up the " imagine".