I understand your anxieties but please be patient and let's establish a few basics first.

Am I right in thinking that you have rather sharp features with pretty big eyes, full lips which may appear sensuous to some, thick black hair and quite thick eyebrows which tend to grow a little upward ?

Am I right in thinking also that you rarely have difficulties getting along with people, including strangers, and that although you can be quite impatient at times, you are rather capable of putting across your views without getting the audience too offended ?