I am planning to apply doctor degree....want a stable life and pay much more time for my family and myself. I think I am 身弱, and if so, my 大運 seems always in the downturn. Now, I just want give more love to my parents. When my sister and I were young, my parents often punished us seriously, so we never have good relationship with our parents. But I don't want to regret when they are sick or very old. I still want their love, and I know we still love each other so much.

Could you help me by some advice? I need it.

Hope all is well at your side