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新的工作新的環境，當然要時間適應，依在下的經驗至少要一年以上的時間。
至於男生是否為Mr. Right，應您自己決定，
但如何決定，在下的想法供您參考：您與他的在一起是否心甘情願。再一次，誠實的問自己，真的心甘情願的跟他在一起。
如果不是心甘情願，就一定不要強在一起，否則對雙方都是不好的。

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Acutally I plan to find another job. Although I have worked for less than a month, i feel that there won't be a lot of skill or space which i could develop since this job only require for F5 education. Plus, the boss are 'famous rich people' who only like buy luxury car or join car-racing, so the business aren't going anywhere.
of course, since i get back home so late, I have no energy to search another job. I guess after several weeks I could get some time to do it.
About my boyfriend, it is so strange that several months ago, I really want to get married with him. However, now after working several weeks my answer is 'no'. I don't miss him at all. I even forgot about his existence. We don't talk to each other for 2 weeks. Even we talk, our topics are getting boring and norrow. I guess it may be he lost his job and stay home. I don't have the energy to speak so much .
心甘情願, !!. I always regret (not 100%) about sticking with him in last 8-9 years. We had a lot of of good memory together, but is it enought for me to expect we will have the same in the future? I totally doubt it.
Actually, It is very strange. Everyone including my parent and friends is saying that I should find a better one.
I cannot say i totally 心甘情願 to get married with him. However, I don't want to say to seperate at this moment. He is alone over there. i guess it isn't a good moment. Plus sometimes we are good friends, even though sometime we are big enemy.
I understand I have lot of difference with him, but he won't listern. I told him several times that we would seperate especially when we have big argument. He didn't believe.
I guess the main decision is on me whether i can stand the argument with him or not. If i can stand it, then the marriage would last. If not, it will break it.
ah... it seems like everyone has the same problem and decision especially those couples who always argue.

I guess I would let it go for another 1 - 2 years to see what would happen.
I know he loves me, but he won't listern to me in some of his big decisions. of course at the end I am right on these decision. the outcome on him isn't good. That's why i am mad about him. ah...

Thanks for talking with me.