Thanks. The thing is in my life there's many low standard creatures surrounds me which makes me looks on par or stupid like them.

The crucial part of my life is I have a supportive parents, which is more than any ordinary people. Hence, my upbringing is good and many people who seems don't have such environment and upbringing bring jealousy to me and try to bring me down.

But I survived and hang on, much richer than before.