Dear master:
Sorry, master. I appreciate your response. I pondered it for a while that I am too pessimistic to control my mind. Frankly, I am extremely confused about my future. I am out of work and take mental medicine. Besides, I should be a mature adult but my soul is very childlike not to comprehend the society clearly. No body is behind by me nor supports my thoughts. Thus, it causes me to doubt the meaning of my life. I always overthink why I have met these plights and troubles. Moving to other place is impossible for me so far. I think I would endeavor to be fine and cherish myself.
Thank you once more!