Even in bed my ideas yearn towards you, my Immortal Beloved, here and there joyfully, then again sadly, awaiting from Fate, whether it will listen to us.
I can only live, either altogether with you or not at all. Yes, I have determined to wander about for so long far away, until I can fly into your arms and call myself quite at home with you, can send my soul enveloped by yours into the realm of spirits.
Yes, I regret, it must be. You will get over it all the more as you know my faithfulness to you; never another one can own my heart, never- never! O God, why must one go away from what one loves so, and yet my life in W. as it is now is a miserable life.
Your love made me the happiest and unhappiest at the same time. At my actual age I should need some continuity, sameness of life - can that exist under our circumstances?
Angel, I just hear that the post goes out every day - and must close therefore, so that you get the L.
at once. Be calm- love me - to - day - yesterday.
What longing in tears for you- You- my life- my All - farewell.
Oh go on loving me- never doubt the faithfullest heart
Of your beloved
L
Ever thine.
Ever mine.
Ever ours.
脾氣壞的人寫情書果然還是這種調調
